** Warning may contain swearing, in fact having read it again it does **
It’s been a while since I had a rant and it is going to be a fucking good one. As I am sure you can tell already. Right as you may remember a few days ago I mention that the bitch I was once married to wanted to have a chat. You may also remember that I speculated on a few things that she might have wanted to talk about. Well it seems I was wrong about them all.
You may also remember that I mentioned going to a meeting at the school about CN’s progress and I happened to mention that Mrs H was trying to teach CN about periods. Now I mentioned this at the time, not to stick two fingers up at her (the Bitchwife), but more to stimulate some debate about it. You know are we doing the right thing, the wrong. I figured as we were being proactive, it was a good thing. I also felt going to the school and saying how are you going to teach our daughter about these things was stupid. I believe that there some things that should be taught at home, or at least discussed at home first. Am I right? Now I have never had blood pour out of my vagina so I have no idea how that feels. However I know when my body started to change and I had urges, it was pretty fucking scary and since my old man was away a lot, no one ever explained things to me. So what I didn’t want is for CN to start having these things and think SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT.
Anyway the stupid bint rang me last night to tell me. That the last weekend that she had CN (Funnily enough the weekend after we had the meeting at the school), she had grabbed her trousers and pants and tried to pull them down in the garden. Saying “eeeeewwww Mari” to which she said “ Are you talking about periods?” and of course apparently She said “yes”. So the cow was ringing me to tell me that she is sure Mari wouldn’t want her doing that in public and she certainly didn’t. Now I have a few problems with this message.
1) CN has never never grabbed her pants and tried to pull them down in public or even in private.
2) If you ask CN a leading question and she doesn’t know what you are talking about she normally says “Yes”. Ie CN is the sky made out of blue cheese? Etc etc
3) This is the kicker right. We actually started talking to her months ago about it. So seems rather ironic that she has only done this now….mmmmm and and and we actually haven’t done it for a while.
4) Mrs H never shoved a used dirt towel in her face and went “look look blood”. She has been very gentle and caring about how to do it to not scare her.
It really is so pathetic and childish. She did the same when Mrs H and I moved in. We did the right thing by telling her and she was like all smiles and “I am soooo happy for you”………. bollocks. Then not two fucking days later she tried to fleece me for some more money. This time I had the proof I was right with the amounts I was paying, in fact it proved I was paying too much.
You see the thing that pisses me off is she could not be mature about it. You know talk to CN about it (if that indeed happened), or mature enough to ring us before hand and talk to Mrs H about what was going to happen and how we all should deal with it. No this bitch had to ring and try and have indirect go at us for trying to be proactive. What fucking right does she have? I mean I am not a total tosser and can see that CN having another women (who CN loves ) in her life must be hard. However I am in the same position and welcome her partners input. In fact anyone who can teach her something has my support since this about CN now. Perhaps she shouldn’t have wanted to leave her at the hospital when she was born. Maybe not wanting to have anything to do with her for the first four years of her life had something to do with it. Maybe her telling me that she would care for her but I would have to love her had some inpact. Perhaps the suicide threats (including the writing of the notes and taking the pills out) has something to do with the fact the CN feels closer to me (and now Mrs H) and the only way this control freaking arrogant bitch can save face is try and destroy that bond. Well it fucking failed. This has actually drawn us closer.
Right I am finished normal boring shite tomorrow. Please feel free to tell me if I am wrong, I am actually interested in anyone’s views.
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